Swimmin' In Sunshine

J told me once that "I feel as though you love me more than I love you" and those words have stuck with me. Although I know what he had meant, they echo a sort of worry throughout me anyways. Justin doesn't feel as though he's able to give me as much as I've given him, even when specifically talking about feelings, thoughts, or gestures rather than material objects. I have always thought him incredibly sweet with all of the surprises or cute good morning text messages he brings about. Not once have I ever complained that he hasn't done enough... and I'm still not complaining. But if Justin feels as though he's not doing enough, the one person who knows just how much he, himself is capable of... why wouldn't he do something to change that? Why wouldn't he do more to put himself on "a higher tier ofselflessness" or whatever he had called it earlier?!